suddenly, i'm scared all over again .

there's a beautiful song with beautiful lyrics and it reminds me of you. Now i can't stop thinking how bad i fell in love with you . And when you smile, you made me feel like miracles could happen . always




you're one in a million.

My heart speaks to you at the speed of light

Everything is about luck, love, life and unspoken words. well hey, i sit here day and night wishing with all my might. That one day you will see how much you mean to me. Boy i dont see you everyday, but you in my heart anyway. i hope you don't mind, because i fell in love with you. And i'm praying the next day we meet you'll fall in love with me, and you will finaly see what i've been feeling all this time. I want to give you my all, everything i have inside. how can i prove my love to you? cause words just aren't enough. I hope you dont mind, because i really liked you. A lot


i'm not good in words, i hope you don't mind.

It’s not always rainbows and butterflies. It’s compromise, it moves us along.

Hi , i'm bored .

Nothing act happens to me these days , except for a fact that i'm dead broke. yeah i'm broke . Flat broke . No money no bags no shoes no tops no jeans no everything yknoww . And that is more than sad , more . And things aren't getting better . oh well every breathe i takes hurts alot , everyday same routine ? i'm getting bored of it . hope tomorrow is going to be fine

Anyway, watched paranormal activity 3 a couple days ago with Afifi . That fucking movie scares me like fuck, a fact that i still feel insecure until this day is not funny . i really have to stop being so , gedik to myself. oh well.I really really have to stop complain about everything , i mean, i  always go like that's not right this not right. this that this that . phew

And now i want to how complain on how hungry i am..



sorry for wasting your time . bye

Don't get attached , okay ?

Well every time we meet, it feels like coming home. Home where everything somehow falls into place and nothing could go wrong. Home where I feel safe and I could be myself completely. Where my doubts and insecurities never seem to find its way to me. Home where for once, I feel like I belong. i hope you understand , i wish you do . But miracles don't happen . not to me .

i thought you like me too , but i was wrong . absolutely wrong

I have a personality you can't handle.

I don't even know myself anymore , all i know is i want to run away far from here . far from these people . I’m at that point where I don’t quite know how to go on. And everything is just a mess.

The new start

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